semper fidelis
doom, don't you realize how stupid that makes you look?
Why don't you start trying to add something positive to the world rather than try to tear other people down. Believe me, nothing you say right now matters to anyone. But if you start trying to build rather than destroy, if you start showing to others the respect that you want for yourself, then maybe people will start caring what you have to say. But right now, the only person who is miserable is you, and you always will be until you change your behavior.
Go ahead, doom. Keep beating your head against that wall. Maybe you'll feel better when your skull gets numb.
You know the way out of your misery. You're the only person who can change how you feel. It's up to you whether you want to rejoin the human race or not. Either way, though, you should decide and get it over with. If you decide to be a decent human being then you'll be happy that much sooner. If you go off the deep end -- as you seem destined to do -- then we'll be able to put you in prison and get you out of our hair that much sooner (unless, of course, the police have to kill you to stop you from doing even more damage).
It's up to you, kid. Your future is in your hands.