Glad to Be Back/The Good and the Bad News

It's good to be home.  I mean really good to be home.  I've learned a couple of things over the last couple of days at ECMC's psychiatric ward, a little good and a little bad.  I figure it's worth sharing.

Well, I'd first like to say wow, this place appears to have been pretty busy the last few days.  And thanks to those who wished me well before I headed off.  Surprisingly, I was allowed to bring my laptop for my brief stay, but I wanted to keep my stress levels low, so I didn't bother coming here. 

And they confiscated my webcam for the duration.  I should have thought about leaving that at home to begin with, but hey, hindsight is 20/20, as they say.

Anyhow, I learned a couple of things during my stay at ECMC thanks to a CAT-scan and an MRI, as well as a couple of sit-down sessions with the resident therapists. 

1) It would appear that the majority of my condition, as I've indicated before, is caused by a misfiring of a group of neuroelectrical connections in my brain.  This is where the good news/bad news starts.

2) When the images were compared to my last set of scans, it was explained to me that the part of my brain where the misfires are starting from is normally one of the dormant or unused parts of the human grey matter.  When I asked what that meant, I was informed (how helpful is this?) that nobody on staff quite had a firm theory.   NOT the sort of thing you want to hear, eh?

3) The spread of the misfires has increased since my last set of scans, overlapping heavily with those parts of the brain which govern my sensory input/reception.  In short, as time goes on, it seems that my hallucinations will not become more frequent, but more noticable.  What that means for me, essentially, is that as I get older, these things are going to become much more convincing.  Again, not encouraging.

4) A bit of good news.  There's an injection medication now available to me which is supposed to reduce the frequency of the overlaps (and hence, the frequency of the hallucinations) by about half.  They gave me a dose of that this morning before discharging me.  Here's hoping it works.

5) Another bit of good news.  Based on the slow progress of the misfires' spread, my doctors suggest that I won't likely be completely hampered by this thing until I'm well into my late 60's or 70's, and that in the intervening time, they have plenty of chances to make breakthroughs in dealing with such chemical imbalances.  Bravo, I say.  Besides, by the time I hit my late 60's or 70's, I'll be an eccentric old man anyhow, so who's going to really take notice?  (Ha ha)

Cheers.
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Here's hoping so!  I'm keeping my fingers crossed for the new med.

by EveningStarNM on 03/17/2010 10:56:53 AM EST

Here's hoping that by that time, the science has significantly progressed and there will be a treatment or cure.

by toosinbeymen on 03/17/2010 12:19:53 PM EST

I can relate

welcome back

and heres hoping the new meds work for ya


by Chinese Democracy on 03/17/2010 01:44:59 PM EST

If there are unused parts of the brain, and those parts are causing problems, could the unused portion be removed or at least fenced off? Maybe set up a bunch of cameras around the border to keep the illegals out? That ought to work.

You should ask your brain man.

by ashbul on 03/17/2010 02:05:29 PM EST

I, too, wish you the best.  I hope your new medication gives you a higher quality of life. 

 

Best Wishes (and good to see you back!),

 

Rock.

by Rockulus on 03/17/2010 03:40:48 PM EST

When the images were compared to my last set of scans, it was explained to me that the part of my brain where the misfires are starting from is normally one of the dormant or unused parts of the human grey matter.  When I asked what that meant, I was informed (how helpful is this?) that nobody on staff quite had a firm theory.

I think you're turning into a super-hero! (at least, I HOPE a hero...) What better place for powers to emanate from than in an unused part of the brain? Who's going to look there? Noticed any invisibility? Electricity shooting from your fingertips? Making really bad puns before punching someone?


...hey, it's possible...I'm just sayin'...

by MedfordTim on 03/18/2010 12:59:51 AM EST

There are NO "dormant or unused" parts of the human brain. It's a myth. Not surprising, then, that "nobody on staff quite had a firm theory" on it. If a therapist literally told you that, then either he/she was just making stuff up (because how would a dumb patient know any different) or he/she actually believes it, which raises a whole other set of questions about competence to give advice. I'd be especially careful about suggestions concerning doing stuff to bits of your brain that they think are just lying around doing nothing.

Maybe next time you could ask them (nicely) if they wouldn’t mind treating you like an intelligent adult.

Just a stab in the dark here, but with the misfires, and the affecting of the sensory input -- if there's any epilepsy involved (temporal lobe epilepsy?) and if they haven’t tried some combination of the medications that can often control that… And you're an author, right? Fantasy novels. Just a thought: no charge. I mean, what do I know? (Well, more than that therapist, apparently.)

Anyway, I'd say the news was good, on balance. Take care of yourself.

by Landbeyond on 03/18/2010 06:30:26 AM EST

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